I was going to write something positive today, wasn't I? Sorry, not gonna happen.
I was in a good mood this morning, but of course, that changed. It seems I'm almost always in a bad mood recently. Thankfully, winter break is coming up soon, or maybe not. I'll be stuck at home, with my mother, doing nothing but argue, until I go to my fathers for Christmas and have to pretend to like him. If it were possible, I would move out, but as a teen, with no lisence, no job, and still in school, that's not possible. Even with a job, I'd never be able to afford it on a teen salary. This isn't even what I had planned on complaining about... Haha, too many problems.
What I had been going to complain about.. I'm not sure how to describe it without telling too much information..I'll try my best. This has been happening since the beginning of summer.
Okay, let's say I know three people, H, R, and M.
M and R were dating. They broke up.
M said R was annoying and rude.
R said M was rude, but wanted to work things out. R tried to work things out with M.
M acted as if R didn't exist for almost two months.
I began hanging out with R as a friend.
M aknowledged R again. M said they only wanted to be friends and didn't know what they want.
R accepted that.
M said to R that they still liked them.
R liked M still too.
M would get mad at R when I hung out with R. M said R was going to like me.
While all of this was happening M was saying to me that R was annoying and they didn't want to be friends with them.
R stopped hanging out with me to make M happy.
M continued to say R was annoying.
R began talking to me again.
M and R continued talking about liking eachother.
R told me about still liking M.
M told me R was annoying.
I told M that R would never like me, for certain reasons, and told M not to tell R.
A few weeks later, R stopped talking to me. We still don't talk.
I learned a lot about M through R. Now, M, who thinks we are really close, has no idea that they drive me crazy, or that I know the truth about them. I don't want M in my life now.
Now the part involving H.
When M and R were dating, M would ditch R to see H. (R and H are boys) R would get upset, and tell M, and M would ignore it and continue to do so. M would hardly see R and always hang out with H. Of course R was jealous, but M did nothing about it. M let R be upset.
When R and I began hanging out, M was jealous, and R and M weren't even in a relationship, and M told R it upset them, and R tried to make things better, mostly by not talking to me.
It's exactly like what happened between H, M, and, R, except I'm now H, and M and R switched places.
But, where M was rude to R when R was jealous of H, and M did nothing, R tried to repair things and M was still unhappy.
All of this makes me mad, because M expects everyone to be nice and fair to them, while they treat everyone else like shit.
I hope all of that made sense.
Another thing about M is about a year ago, T liked M, and M only liked T as a friend. But T told M through an email about their feelings, and M said that they liked T as more than a friend too, as a fucking joke!
That's not a nice thing at all to do. M is manipulative, a liar, a total bitch, and still expects everyone to treat them nicely.
M pisses me off.