Sunday, December 05, 2010

Day One.

Day One: Say five things you want to say to five different people right now.

One: You're so annoying and pathetic. Everything you do, you do for attention. Whenever you aren't around, and even sometimes when you are around, we make fun of you. Yeah, it makes us sound horrible, but you bring it upon yourself, everyone thinks that. All of your "friends" are pissed off with you, and rightfully so. Give up trying to be the most important person, give up being bitchy, give up trying to make him like you, give up trying to prove everyone else wrong, give up trying to control everyone.
Two: We don't talk as much now, and when we do, it's distant, like our emotions are millions of miles apart. We used to be close, but I didn't talk to you for a while, I found out stuff about you. You aren't at all who I thought you were, and now, whenever I see you, I see past the act, and know the real you, and you aren't a really nice person. The worst part? I don't even think you notice any of this, even us distancing.
Three: When we were friends, we were pretty close, we told each other quite a bit, but now you're gone, and I don't even miss you.
Four: You accept me for me. And I'm thankful for that. You give me hope that there are really good, trustworthy people out there. You understand that I am my own person. You trust me. You make me happy. Please, don't let this all just be an act.
Five: You don't know me. I'm not who you think I am. At all. Realize this before I have to show you first hand just how fucking horrible I am.


  1. So I want to follow you but can't. Fix it please?

  2. I'll try to fix it. I'm not completely sure how though. I'll do the best I can.

  3. If you go to the design edit page, you can add widgets. Followers is one of the widgets offered.

  4. The widget is at the bottom of the page now. I hope it works. (:

  5. I love how all five could be easily said to the same person as well. #3 is one I feel all the time; #4 and 5 are things I telepathically relay to many people... they just don't seem to pick up on it.

  6. Five fits all of them perfectly, though it was directed at someone else. Except not as much number four. But, you're right, they could easily all work towards one person. I hadn't even noticed that before.
    Even though five can fit with so many people, globally, it's often looked over so much; people just assume they know the people they are closest to, even when they don't.

  7. I checked out your "Gap Year" page, and I was wondering, how long until this gap year of yours comes along? I mean, I already know what I want to study at university, and I can't wait for it, to be honest. Maybe in the time between now and the gap year you'll already figure out what you want? And, possibly, who you are?

  8. I'm about halfway through Grade 11 right now. And, if I do find out what I want to do, and who I am before I graduate, I don't think I'll take the Gap year, but where I am right now, I think I will need it, and I'd like to plan ahead in advance. I also plan to apply to university in grade 12, and at a lot of universities, if you get accepted, you can put it off for a year, which would better the chances of actually going. I'm excited for university, but I don't think I'm ready. I have it narrowed down to about 6 different jobs, but I have no idea of how to choose between those.