Wednesday, June 15, 2011


My account is back to how it was before, so I can't respond to comments, signed in. So, I'm going to continue responding, but anonymous or whatever. Last night Johnny was being really sweet before he left to go to bed, and he said he wanted to talk today, but we've hardly talked at all.
We did talk about a pet store though, and he said it was a really good idea for me, and that he'd help me if I wanted his help, and apply for a job there. XD
We also talked about how at one point he has liked Dani, and told her. When he first told me this a few weeks ago, I was really worried that it had been while he and I were broken up, but apparently it was around the end of school last year, so like June. And we first kissed in July. So it's fine.
I also talked to Dani's ex boyfriend, who there has been lots of drama involved with (him, me, Dani and Johnny). We talked about it a lot. He just needed someone to talk to, since he's not speaking to either of them, he talked to me. I didn't mind much, actually. Dani's completely out of my life, and how she treated him is one of the reasons I started hating her, and not even Johnny knows they dated, so I can talk to him about that, where I can't Johnny.
I also talked to another friend of mine, who at the end of our conversation, commented on how we hadn't talked for that long in almost a year. He used to be one of my best friends. And, it was more of an in depth serious conversation. I kind of want to start talking to him more again.. He know's a lot of my past, and was one of my best friends during one of the hardest parts of my life. When I was cutting the most, starving the most, etc.
But, I don't know. I guess I'll see where things go.
My cousin is coming over Subnday for the night to see the ratties, and so she can bring her gamecube (that was once mine) because I have a random craving to play. But once I play, I'll be bored in 30 minutes. That's why I gave it to them in the first place, I hardly used it.
I want to see Johnny before Monday, but he's busy Saturday, and I'm busy Sunday... and I don't know about Friday, he may have mentioned it at his house, and then said he couldn't for some reason, I'm not sure.
My math exam is Friday. I'm staying home tomorrow to study, since I've hardly studied yet....I can do it! I hope.
My mood's been so much better since Johnny and I got back together (no surprise). It took a few days to get more used to it, and to stop worrying that he'd leave me right away. I'm not as worried now. And, by asking me to play video games with him, that was like his way of showing that he's trying to get more close too, I think. I had said I wanted us to do more together, so he doesn't get bored.. XD So, he's showing effort.
Last summer, we were going to go to the park, but it rained that day, so we didn't, and we never got around to it. So, this summer we are for sure... if it ever stops raining. It's been raining almost non-stop so far this spring.
I once read of heard somewhere that Canadians talk about the weather more than anyone else, and that it's not always typical everyday conversation in some places... Is it really? We always talk about the weather here! I was talking about it in math today.
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1 comment:

  1. Well, I guess we talk about the weather quite a bit, although mostly when it's something special. For example, if it's been pouring down heavily, or it's really nice after a whole week of hail. Other than that the only reason people talk about the weather is because they're bored and talking about the weather is something you always see on TV. XD

    Still, I don't know what to compare it to.