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Sunday, February 19, 2012
I don't know why, but I want a new blog.
If I decide to make one, I'll post the link later, once it's made.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Johhny's been really great this week!
He's been really sweet, and he got me that necklace for Valentine's Day, and drove me in to get Valentine.
And last night, he just got even better!
This is what I posted on Tumblr about it, I don't want to re-write.. :P
And last night, he just got even better!
This is what I posted on Tumblr about it, I don't want to re-write.. :P
When we went to the pet store earlier this week to get me another female rat (Valentine, because that’s when I got her), we saw two beautiful rats (the ones in the picture). Of course, I loved them and wanted one, but they’re boys, and I was getting a girl!
We both really liked them, and I kept talking about how they’d end up sold as snake food, and we were both sad of course. (This is why I rarely go to pet stores anymore).
Last night, my mom called the pet store, to see if they had any good rat food that what cheaper than what we’re buying now, which they did. And since we’re now saving $120 on rat food every month and a half, I asked if we could get one of the two grey rats, and she agreed. So, one of the rats was put on hold for us to pick up today, and the girl said the other was already put on hold by somebody. So I was really glad one was left!
I called my boyfriend and told him I was getting one, and he seemed really happy for me…
Later that night he told me he was the one who reserved the other rat. He was going to get me it as a surprise, but I had already reserved the other. :P
So, since the one that was reserved for him has been caged alone (apparently he’s aggressive with other rats), he decided to keep that one himself! So now we have both of those pretty rats!
It was such an amazing coincidence! It absolutely made my week!
Their names are Orville and Elliot. Orville is his, with standard ears. Elliot, who is mine, is dumbo.
Even though he’s supposed to be aggressive, Orville seems to get along great with Elliot, so they will have lots of play dates! Or maybe he’ll even get a friend of his own… ;)
(Please ignore how bad I look in this photo...) The one I'm holding is mine, Elliot. And Johnny is holding his, Orville. They're about 4 months old, I'd say.
P.S. I can't get any more rats.. haha.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Valentine's Day
I told him not to get my anything, but this is what Johnny got me for Valentine's Day:
The J and K are the first letter of both of our first names...
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Purple:
1. It's big.
2. It has a big closet.
3. It's beige.
4. It has a big window.
5. It's always way too hot.
6. It normally has 25 rats in it.
7. It currently only has 17. (The others are in the living room).
8. It isn't organized.
9. It was sweeped today.
10. It's the only room with light wood floors, not dark.
Blue:
1. I live with my mother.
2. I am her only child.
3. My father has another child.
4. My little brother is 7.
5. My grandmother lives next door to my father.
6. I only have one grandparent left.
7. One of my cousins is one of my best friend.
8. Most everyone in my family plays guitar.
9. Uhm, we're of scottish decent.
Green:
1. I'm the fattest I've ever been. About 125 pounds.
2. I'm 5'3".
3. I'm really pale.
4. I have light brown hair.
5. I am not missing any toes or fingers.
6. I have a purple, hard to see, birthmark on my arm.
7. I'm left handed.
8. I have small feet.
Yellow:
1. I was born 5 weeks early.
2. I was forced to live with my father, but always wanted to live with my mother.
3. I hated my father and his girlfriend.
4. I wasn't treated well by my guardians.
5. My (now ex)step mother threatened to kill me.
6. I was forced to take pills when I was sick, even though pills make me vomit.
7. I hated my childhood.
Orange:
1. It's small.
2. It has two churches.
3. It has three main roads.
4. There is a river running through the center.
5. It's in the country.
6. There are a lot of farms on it.
Red:
1. One is my boyfriend.
2. The other is my cousin.
3. One is 19.
4. The other is 16.
5. They both like rats because of me!
Pink:
1. My mother gets mad easily.
2. My father is an asshole.
3. My mother is stubborn.
4. My father thinks he is always right.
White:
1. I'm shy.
2. If you deserve it, I'll be a bitch.
3. I'm not always looking for attention.
Grey:
1. Rats are cute.
2. So is my boyfriend.
Black:
1. His birthday is August 17th.
Monday, February 13, 2012
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On the weekend I blocked all of my "friends" on Facebook, trying to get them out of my life. By friends I mean Vicki, Amy, and Brandon. I blocked Jenna about a month ago.
They're all friends with Sarah, and they aren't stupid, they should know she had to fuck up really badly to make me go from being her best friend to hating her guts. But, no. None of them asked (showing that they don't care), and they still think she's some wonderful person (showing they're ignorant and are okay with people being horrible).
I'm just so sick of them. They're so fake and stupid, oblivious and ignorant. And immature.
I don't want them anymore. I have Johnny, and my cousin Ali, and my rats. And I'm so much happier with just them. I don't need anyone else. Well, there's this guy I've been talking to online for maybe a week now, named Scott (I think...) and he's pretty cool and down to earth (and hasn't asked for nudes). Seriously, 99% of people on the internet are prepubescent boys looking for a girl trashy enough to send him pictures so he can jerk off alone in his room.
Anyways, tomorrow is Valentine's Day. (: And for the first time ever, I'm celebrating with just a boy (I give out Valentine's every year, childishly) By celebrating I mean I'm hanging out with Johnny. We have to go to town to pick something up, and he said we might go to Subway, but that's not for sure. I told him not to worry about getting me anything or taking me anywhere, because I'm fine just hanging out.
We had a hypnotist come to our school today, like every year, to do a show with some of the grade 12's being hypnotized. It was pretty funny. I've seen all of the acts for the last 6 years straight, but it's still funny to watch people get up there and act like fools and say stupid stuff. :P
They're all friends with Sarah, and they aren't stupid, they should know she had to fuck up really badly to make me go from being her best friend to hating her guts. But, no. None of them asked (showing that they don't care), and they still think she's some wonderful person (showing they're ignorant and are okay with people being horrible).
I'm just so sick of them. They're so fake and stupid, oblivious and ignorant. And immature.
I don't want them anymore. I have Johnny, and my cousin Ali, and my rats. And I'm so much happier with just them. I don't need anyone else. Well, there's this guy I've been talking to online for maybe a week now, named Scott (I think...) and he's pretty cool and down to earth (and hasn't asked for nudes). Seriously, 99% of people on the internet are prepubescent boys looking for a girl trashy enough to send him pictures so he can jerk off alone in his room.
Anyways, tomorrow is Valentine's Day. (: And for the first time ever, I'm celebrating with just a boy (I give out Valentine's every year, childishly) By celebrating I mean I'm hanging out with Johnny. We have to go to town to pick something up, and he said we might go to Subway, but that's not for sure. I told him not to worry about getting me anything or taking me anywhere, because I'm fine just hanging out.
We had a hypnotist come to our school today, like every year, to do a show with some of the grade 12's being hypnotized. It was pretty funny. I've seen all of the acts for the last 6 years straight, but it's still funny to watch people get up there and act like fools and say stupid stuff. :P
Monday, February 06, 2012
Science Fair
For this years science fair, because I'm taking Advanced Biology, it has to be an experiment, so I'm testing whether male or female rats are smarter, by teaching my rats tricks, and seeing whether males or females catch on faster! And probably use a maze too at some point. I'm pretty excited. And in doing so, I'm getting one more female rat, so I will have 4 girls I want to use and 4 boys. But I may use more of mine too. Oh, and this will bring my total to 25, which is great, because I like numbers ending in 5 or 0 most. (:
Johnny ended up not coming over Sunday night, because his mom worked on Monday morning, so instead, he's coming over tomorrow and Wednesday night! (:
Then I'm going to my fathers on Thursday night to hangout with Oliver. His great grandmother, on his mom's side passed away last week.
And, I think of Friday, I will be at my cousins for the night, and we will be going to Chapters on Saturday. We've been trying to go since Christmas, but haven't been able to yet, because something always gets in the way.
Johnny ended up not coming over Sunday night, because his mom worked on Monday morning, so instead, he's coming over tomorrow and Wednesday night! (:
Then I'm going to my fathers on Thursday night to hangout with Oliver. His great grandmother, on his mom's side passed away last week.
And, I think of Friday, I will be at my cousins for the night, and we will be going to Chapters on Saturday. We've been trying to go since Christmas, but haven't been able to yet, because something always gets in the way.
Sunday, February 05, 2012
Johnny
I was thinking, just now.
When I talk about Johnny on here, a lot of it is complaining. And that probably makes him seem like a really bad guy sometimes. But honestly, I'm a complainer. I can sit there, for an hour and just complain the whole time. I don't talk about things that are good and make me happy, near as much as I complain. Especially if I'm mad or upset, or even sick. All I will do is complain.
I try to write letters to Johnny in school, 95% of the letter is me complaining about class, wanting to go home, counting down the minutes until class is over, one by one, complaining that I'm tired, bored, hungry, or thirsty, and complaining about people I don't like. Other than that, I don't really write anything.
And now I feel bad, because I probably make Johnny out to seem a lot worse than he is. He really isn't that bad. I was bored this weekend, and watched some Tyra and Dr. Phil episodes about abusive relationships, and honestly, mine isn't anything like that, so it really can't be that bad.
He never hits me, or seriously calls me bad names. The worst insult he says to me, is saying I'm acting like his friends really bitchy girlfriend, but he never calls me a bitch, he just says I'm acting like a certain bitchy girl. Which is a lot more indirect, and I understand, that I am acting like her. Sometimes I get mad, and get cranky, but who doesn't? Other than like Nuns and Monks. (I just had to google "Who are the people in the mountains who pray" to remember the word monk...)
Anyways. Johnny is actually a great guy. And I am in a really great mood now, so maybe this will be happier than normal, but still, just dull it down a little.
He's really sweet, and for the most part, if I'm upset, he's there for me. I've called him at 4 am before, because I was upset over my rat being sick, or from a bad dream about a dog getting mad. And he always stays there listening to me and talking to me to make me feel better. Yes, he is half asleep, but at least he's willing to stay up, when he really just wants to sleep.
He jokes around with me a lot, and likes having fun. He'll cuddle with me quite a bit, and teases me when I want kisses by turning around and stuff, just to make me fight for it.
He gave me his old laptop when he got a new one because mine broke.
He'll surprise me by showing up at my house randomly for a surprise visit. They're usually only between 1 and 10 minutes as he's dropping friends off or picking them up. But still, it's him going out of his way to come over and give me a hug and kiss, and tell me he loves me, when he doesn't have to, and when it could be easier not to.
And like half an hour ago, I was feeling upset, and I felt ugly and like he could do so much better than me. So I decided to text him and talk to him about it. So I brought up our conversation and opened up a new text thing to write a message, and after typing the first letter, I got the sound letting me know I got a text from him. So I waited for it to show up, and it simply said "I love you!" And we hadn't been talking for a while, and he texted me, just when I needed to talk to him and be reassured, and it made me really happy, and instantly feel better.
So, I know I probably complain about him a lot on here, but that's just because I'm really awkward when it comes to happy stuff and talking about it. It's easier for me to complain. But, really, he isn't that bad, at all. He's actually really great, and helpful, and there for me a lot. He isn't perfect, but no one is. And for me, he's close enough.
So, yeah...
When I talk about Johnny on here, a lot of it is complaining. And that probably makes him seem like a really bad guy sometimes. But honestly, I'm a complainer. I can sit there, for an hour and just complain the whole time. I don't talk about things that are good and make me happy, near as much as I complain. Especially if I'm mad or upset, or even sick. All I will do is complain.
I try to write letters to Johnny in school, 95% of the letter is me complaining about class, wanting to go home, counting down the minutes until class is over, one by one, complaining that I'm tired, bored, hungry, or thirsty, and complaining about people I don't like. Other than that, I don't really write anything.
And now I feel bad, because I probably make Johnny out to seem a lot worse than he is. He really isn't that bad. I was bored this weekend, and watched some Tyra and Dr. Phil episodes about abusive relationships, and honestly, mine isn't anything like that, so it really can't be that bad.
He never hits me, or seriously calls me bad names. The worst insult he says to me, is saying I'm acting like his friends really bitchy girlfriend, but he never calls me a bitch, he just says I'm acting like a certain bitchy girl. Which is a lot more indirect, and I understand, that I am acting like her. Sometimes I get mad, and get cranky, but who doesn't? Other than like Nuns and Monks. (I just had to google "Who are the people in the mountains who pray" to remember the word monk...)
Anyways. Johnny is actually a great guy. And I am in a really great mood now, so maybe this will be happier than normal, but still, just dull it down a little.
He's really sweet, and for the most part, if I'm upset, he's there for me. I've called him at 4 am before, because I was upset over my rat being sick, or from a bad dream about a dog getting mad. And he always stays there listening to me and talking to me to make me feel better. Yes, he is half asleep, but at least he's willing to stay up, when he really just wants to sleep.
He jokes around with me a lot, and likes having fun. He'll cuddle with me quite a bit, and teases me when I want kisses by turning around and stuff, just to make me fight for it.
He gave me his old laptop when he got a new one because mine broke.
He'll surprise me by showing up at my house randomly for a surprise visit. They're usually only between 1 and 10 minutes as he's dropping friends off or picking them up. But still, it's him going out of his way to come over and give me a hug and kiss, and tell me he loves me, when he doesn't have to, and when it could be easier not to.
And like half an hour ago, I was feeling upset, and I felt ugly and like he could do so much better than me. So I decided to text him and talk to him about it. So I brought up our conversation and opened up a new text thing to write a message, and after typing the first letter, I got the sound letting me know I got a text from him. So I waited for it to show up, and it simply said "I love you!" And we hadn't been talking for a while, and he texted me, just when I needed to talk to him and be reassured, and it made me really happy, and instantly feel better.
So, I know I probably complain about him a lot on here, but that's just because I'm really awkward when it comes to happy stuff and talking about it. It's easier for me to complain. But, really, he isn't that bad, at all. He's actually really great, and helpful, and there for me a lot. He isn't perfect, but no one is. And for me, he's close enough.
So, yeah...
Thursday, February 02, 2012
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My cat Jake is in heat. And because of it, she's been weird and clingy.
I hardly slept at all last night because of her. She was either on my pillow, rubbing her cold wet nose on my eyelid, or she was running around, meowing, and growling at every sound and movement. Or she was trying to get under my blankets. It was so annoying. At first I was happy she wanted to cuddle, but that soon changed.
Johnny and I had a big argument last night. I don't really want to talk about it though. He's coming over tonight though, hopefully for the night. And we're hanging out Saturday and Sunday night too.
I'm taking Bert, my guinea pig, and Brooke, my rat, to the vet today. Bert needs his toenails cut, BADLY. My mother is so neglectful. I've been trying to get her to make him an appointment, since before summer... his toenails are so long. It's going to be embarassing going there, with his toenails so long. Brooke's been sick for months too, and has had a head tilt for a few months. My mother does absolutely nothing to take care of animals.
I've been gaining a lot of weight recently too, and I hate it. I keep trying to cut back, but I never do.
I hardly slept at all last night because of her. She was either on my pillow, rubbing her cold wet nose on my eyelid, or she was running around, meowing, and growling at every sound and movement. Or she was trying to get under my blankets. It was so annoying. At first I was happy she wanted to cuddle, but that soon changed.
Johnny and I had a big argument last night. I don't really want to talk about it though. He's coming over tonight though, hopefully for the night. And we're hanging out Saturday and Sunday night too.
I'm taking Bert, my guinea pig, and Brooke, my rat, to the vet today. Bert needs his toenails cut, BADLY. My mother is so neglectful. I've been trying to get her to make him an appointment, since before summer... his toenails are so long. It's going to be embarassing going there, with his toenails so long. Brooke's been sick for months too, and has had a head tilt for a few months. My mother does absolutely nothing to take care of animals.
I've been gaining a lot of weight recently too, and I hate it. I keep trying to cut back, but I never do.
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
MOVED
I moved on Friday. I'm not far from the old place, but it's far enough away from Rodney. It's an apartment building, which isn't ideal. Too close to like 4 other families... but, it's away from Rodney, so it's pretty great. I still haven't really unpacked.
4 of 6 of my cats have got under my bed since moving... When I was setting my bed down to set it up, Fat got stuck under it, for five hours... until my mom and I got desperate, and checked under the bed, only to be surprised we actually found him. When we were getting him out, Jake went under. An hour later I heard her growling, and we got her out. Jon is small enough to go under and out as she pleases. Aaron can get under, but she can't get out....
Where it's exam week, and we've had two snow days, tomorrow when I am home I will work on organizing my room.
I'm at Johnny's right now. I spent the night here last night. I had a dream, where I went to a SPCA, and I was going to adopt a whale, but it was too expensive, so I got a pink puppy instead. Hahaha. (: I want a pink puppy now.
I'm finished with my exams. I did good on math and english, of course. But, like expected, I failed Physics, for sure! Oh well.
Next semester, starting Friday, I have Math 12, Agrifoods 11, Adv. Bio 12, and Sociology 12.
4 of 6 of my cats have got under my bed since moving... When I was setting my bed down to set it up, Fat got stuck under it, for five hours... until my mom and I got desperate, and checked under the bed, only to be surprised we actually found him. When we were getting him out, Jake went under. An hour later I heard her growling, and we got her out. Jon is small enough to go under and out as she pleases. Aaron can get under, but she can't get out....
Where it's exam week, and we've had two snow days, tomorrow when I am home I will work on organizing my room.
I'm at Johnny's right now. I spent the night here last night. I had a dream, where I went to a SPCA, and I was going to adopt a whale, but it was too expensive, so I got a pink puppy instead. Hahaha. (: I want a pink puppy now.
I'm finished with my exams. I did good on math and english, of course. But, like expected, I failed Physics, for sure! Oh well.
Next semester, starting Friday, I have Math 12, Agrifoods 11, Adv. Bio 12, and Sociology 12.
Friday, January 06, 2012
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I haven't posted in a while.
Today, Johnny and I went at got two baby rats. A siamese and a hooded (fawn), both girls. They're so small, and still shy, but that's understandable. And in maybe two months, the guy should have some blue's and hairless ready, which I want... XD
We had quite a bit of fun. But, like we've been doing quite a bit recently, we've been talking about Sarah (the girl he cheated on me with). And I said, for the first time ever, that he had treated me like shit for most of out relationship.
He is a lot better, and nicer now. He's so much different, and treats me better, and actually cares, I think. But this stuff still bothers me, and I still don't trust him.
I still think of what they did, and bring it up.
I read his facebook messages, text messages, saved conversations on msn, and the saved message between them on msn, I emailed to myself and have access to whenever I want now...
I know it's horrible for me to do, but what he did to cause me to be like this is horrible too.
I just wish there was a way for him to make it up to me for what he did, but there's nothing he could do to make it up to me. I can't forgive him, and I shouldn't. But I still want to be with him.
I don't really know what to write about though.. I just want to talk to someone, mainly him, or something...
I guess I'll go now...
Today, Johnny and I went at got two baby rats. A siamese and a hooded (fawn), both girls. They're so small, and still shy, but that's understandable. And in maybe two months, the guy should have some blue's and hairless ready, which I want... XD
We had quite a bit of fun. But, like we've been doing quite a bit recently, we've been talking about Sarah (the girl he cheated on me with). And I said, for the first time ever, that he had treated me like shit for most of out relationship.
He is a lot better, and nicer now. He's so much different, and treats me better, and actually cares, I think. But this stuff still bothers me, and I still don't trust him.
I still think of what they did, and bring it up.
I read his facebook messages, text messages, saved conversations on msn, and the saved message between them on msn, I emailed to myself and have access to whenever I want now...
I know it's horrible for me to do, but what he did to cause me to be like this is horrible too.
I just wish there was a way for him to make it up to me for what he did, but there's nothing he could do to make it up to me. I can't forgive him, and I shouldn't. But I still want to be with him.
I don't really know what to write about though.. I just want to talk to someone, mainly him, or something...
I guess I'll go now...
Friday, December 23, 2011
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I'm really bored. It's 9:20, usually I'd be in bed by now, but I had a nap from 5 until 7:30. I also want to talk to Johnny, and he wont be on for a while. We didn't talk much today, we were both kind of busy. I think when he does eventually get on, if I'm still up, I'll just get him or call me, or vice versa. That way I can lay in bed while talking. My mom and I went shopping at 2 am last night, so we wouldn't have to deal with the crowds.. I got a pillow and play-doh. We aren't really celebrating Christmas here this year, so those were kind of my presents. XD The pillow is nice and comfy. I'm getting another one for Johnny, but he doesn't quite know yet. I'm also getting him shoes for Christmas. I got my brother, father, grandmother, and father's girlfriend gifts last night.
I'm watching Snow Buddies right now.. XD
I'm getting really tired right now.
Now I'm making noodles and drinking chocolate soy milk.
And I have nothing else to talk about...
I went to Johnny's a few days ago, for three nights. We got along pretty well for the mostpart. On the 4th day, we went to the hospital to have his chest and stomache checked out because it's been bothering him a lot recently. Apparently he has some stomache issue that, by taking a now prescribed medicine, should clear up in a month, which is really good.
I'm still tired. My tongue has been hurting all day. I don't really know why, it was likely something I ate, but I don't know what.
It's almost 10 now... I'm so tired. XD
I guess I'll go now. I have to put dishes away.
I'm watching Snow Buddies right now.. XD
I'm getting really tired right now.
Now I'm making noodles and drinking chocolate soy milk.
And I have nothing else to talk about...
I went to Johnny's a few days ago, for three nights. We got along pretty well for the mostpart. On the 4th day, we went to the hospital to have his chest and stomache checked out because it's been bothering him a lot recently. Apparently he has some stomache issue that, by taking a now prescribed medicine, should clear up in a month, which is really good.
I'm still tired. My tongue has been hurting all day. I don't really know why, it was likely something I ate, but I don't know what.
It's almost 10 now... I'm so tired. XD
I guess I'll go now. I have to put dishes away.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
it's been a while...
I don't know how many rats I had last time I posted, I think it was 17, with Ruffles newly here.
Anyways, it's now 21. I got three girls two weeks ago, Nina, Sky, and Kino, they're cute, and 3 and 1 years old.
And now to describe how I got rat number 21, I'm just going to paste what I said to Johnny in a message on facebook last night, because it's long....
I want to tell you about Cherrios....my new rat. There is a very good explination though! My mom had to go check Canadian Tire for something, and Rodney isn't home so she asked me to go with her, and I said yes. And she asked me to actually go in the store with her, so I said I would, as long as she took me "just to look" in the pet store. So, we went in and I saw two really cute rats, but one was this little dumbo who looked cute, but really grumpily! So I of course was attached to him. And then these guys came in to buy mice as snake food, and decided to buy a rat too, as food. And they said "get the black one." My Cherrio is black, so I got really scared that they were going to take my boy! And I went in back, and I was shaking, and breathing heavily, I was so scared! So my mom went up to the guys and asked if we could look at the rat to see if it was the grumpy one I liked, and luckily it wasn't. But I had been terrified! So my mom couldn't say no after that, and we got him! I wanted the other black one too that I liked, but she said no. But I got my Cherrio out! And then when we were in the parking lot, we saw those guys again, and they had lost their rat in the parking lot! So it's not even going to get eating by a snake.. I honestly hope it gets hit by a car, rather than freezing or starving to death. And I hope they didn't go in for another rat.. because then two rats would have died, rather than just one.
But my Cherrio is alive. I named his Cherrio because he loves Cherrios even more than Ruffles. He will also live with Ruffles, I introduced them a bit today, but they can't live together just yet, so for now he's in a box. He's really cute and friendly! His back and head are all black, but one white line like Ruffles has going from his forhead to his nose diagonally, but thicker and easier to see. But his tummy is mainly white. XD He also has a very small umbilical hernia, but at that size, I wouldn't worry about it. He's wonderful! And doesn't really look grump anymore, only when I first saw him, but he's still cute, and will hopefully look like that again some time! XD
See, I had to get Cherrio, I almost died because of him. Well, not die, but I was starting to sweat and get really hot and light headed like I was about to faint. Or cry. Either one, really.
Winter break also started yesterday. I'm not celebrating Christmas with my mom this year though, I told her to spend the money she would have spent on my for Christmas on moving, away from her alcoholic boyfriend, so we're moving hopefully mid-January. But I celebrate Christmas twice anyways, since my parents are divorced, so it's not like I'm missing out on anything. And some kids can't even celebrate any year, and I get two Christmases, which makes me seem like a horrible person. My mom said Cherrio was my Christmas present. And besides,Cherrio and moving, is very good, in my eyes, so those are pretty much my Christmas presents.
I'm really tired. And hungry. I was sick last week and didn't sleep good. And there's hardly anything to eat here, because my mom and I haven't gone to get groceries yet.
And about breeding, which I posted before... Harriet with Merlin, and Aubrey with Theodore. In February, so the babies are born during March break.
But, I have nothing else to write about, so I'll go now.
Anyways, it's now 21. I got three girls two weeks ago, Nina, Sky, and Kino, they're cute, and 3 and 1 years old.
And now to describe how I got rat number 21, I'm just going to paste what I said to Johnny in a message on facebook last night, because it's long....
I want to tell you about Cherrios....my new rat. There is a very good explination though! My mom had to go check Canadian Tire for something, and Rodney isn't home so she asked me to go with her, and I said yes. And she asked me to actually go in the store with her, so I said I would, as long as she took me "just to look" in the pet store. So, we went in and I saw two really cute rats, but one was this little dumbo who looked cute, but really grumpily! So I of course was attached to him. And then these guys came in to buy mice as snake food, and decided to buy a rat too, as food. And they said "get the black one." My Cherrio is black, so I got really scared that they were going to take my boy! And I went in back, and I was shaking, and breathing heavily, I was so scared! So my mom went up to the guys and asked if we could look at the rat to see if it was the grumpy one I liked, and luckily it wasn't. But I had been terrified! So my mom couldn't say no after that, and we got him! I wanted the other black one too that I liked, but she said no. But I got my Cherrio out! And then when we were in the parking lot, we saw those guys again, and they had lost their rat in the parking lot! So it's not even going to get eating by a snake.. I honestly hope it gets hit by a car, rather than freezing or starving to death. And I hope they didn't go in for another rat.. because then two rats would have died, rather than just one.
But my Cherrio is alive. I named his Cherrio because he loves Cherrios even more than Ruffles. He will also live with Ruffles, I introduced them a bit today, but they can't live together just yet, so for now he's in a box. He's really cute and friendly! His back and head are all black, but one white line like Ruffles has going from his forhead to his nose diagonally, but thicker and easier to see. But his tummy is mainly white. XD He also has a very small umbilical hernia, but at that size, I wouldn't worry about it. He's wonderful! And doesn't really look grump anymore, only when I first saw him, but he's still cute, and will hopefully look like that again some time! XD
See, I had to get Cherrio, I almost died because of him. Well, not die, but I was starting to sweat and get really hot and light headed like I was about to faint. Or cry. Either one, really.
Winter break also started yesterday. I'm not celebrating Christmas with my mom this year though, I told her to spend the money she would have spent on my for Christmas on moving, away from her alcoholic boyfriend, so we're moving hopefully mid-January. But I celebrate Christmas twice anyways, since my parents are divorced, so it's not like I'm missing out on anything. And some kids can't even celebrate any year, and I get two Christmases, which makes me seem like a horrible person. My mom said Cherrio was my Christmas present. And besides,Cherrio and moving, is very good, in my eyes, so those are pretty much my Christmas presents.
I'm really tired. And hungry. I was sick last week and didn't sleep good. And there's hardly anything to eat here, because my mom and I haven't gone to get groceries yet.
And about breeding, which I posted before... Harriet with Merlin, and Aubrey with Theodore. In February, so the babies are born during March break.
But, I have nothing else to write about, so I'll go now.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
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I'm at Johnny's right now, but he is not here. He went to his neighbors for an hour after being invited over to get high. So I'm staying here and thinking of all the sneaky stuff I could but probably wont do. XD He'll be gone for about an hour. I was supposed to go home tonight, but he asked me if I wanted to stay again tonight and of course I said yes. So I get to miss double english tomorrow (two hours of class presentations) and go in at lunch.
Johnny got the video game Skyrim, which he's been playing a lot. And I've just been on his laptop.
I also planned out some rat breeding. I am breeding Harriet in January to Merlin, and then around February 19th, I'm breeding Aubrey to Theodore, so she will give birth over March break. And then in about a year and a half, one of Aubrey's babies either back to Aubrey, or to Josh. Since apparently it is safe to inbreed rats. I just learned today. And I want a dumbo baby, and Aubrey and Theodore wont produce any, but their baby will when bred to a dumbo. And I wont be breeding Bradley I don't think unless his health seems to improve, and his illness was a one time thing.. I'll watch him and Josh as they get older. I like Bradley's personality better than Josh's, but Josh seems healthier.
Anyways, I don't really have anything else to post right now...so I'll go. bye!
Johnny got the video game Skyrim, which he's been playing a lot. And I've just been on his laptop.
I also planned out some rat breeding. I am breeding Harriet in January to Merlin, and then around February 19th, I'm breeding Aubrey to Theodore, so she will give birth over March break. And then in about a year and a half, one of Aubrey's babies either back to Aubrey, or to Josh. Since apparently it is safe to inbreed rats. I just learned today. And I want a dumbo baby, and Aubrey and Theodore wont produce any, but their baby will when bred to a dumbo. And I wont be breeding Bradley I don't think unless his health seems to improve, and his illness was a one time thing.. I'll watch him and Josh as they get older. I like Bradley's personality better than Josh's, but Josh seems healthier.
Anyways, I don't really have anything else to post right now...so I'll go. bye!
Sunday, November 06, 2011
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My laptop broke Friday night. So from now on my posts will be shorter, because I am using my iPod.
Iwas also at johnny's Friday night… it was both good and bad we talked about a lot of stuff, like him cheating and my childhood, which wasn't a very good time in mu life. But we also had some good times too, like watching weird movies. I feel bad for how iam acting now Nd stuff since he cheated but I cahttps ( reAlly that should say can't) help it.. But we both want to move past it. Hopefully things get better soon. He was with friends last might Nd stoped in today after taking one home just to say hi which aS really sweet.
Now I am going to type S fast as I normally would so you can see how horrible it is on an iPod.
I ja e physics tomorrow thAT if due. &5/ts Nlab TNT I jadnto xo with a groisp since we didn't have time unclEs webjadbto do it flrrjrr of. Chat in face poon чччi wonder whY poon means this isn't as bad as I ezpd t I
fern gberrrr this is. Realty fun I sjoudl do itlre often I used to cl this s lot o history ads I probably seem like a jgrnoffofp to anyone reaongy blog hopefullytnere zed ko new resign thYmine a
s stung awY! Well this is grttkg stupid Toni sjoudl fo Nd stop doign rios... Ateadfndtkp doing it in public m na bog! Bye!
Iwas also at johnny's Friday night… it was both good and bad we talked about a lot of stuff, like him cheating and my childhood, which wasn't a very good time in mu life. But we also had some good times too, like watching weird movies. I feel bad for how iam acting now Nd stuff since he cheated but I cahttps ( reAlly that should say can't) help it.. But we both want to move past it. Hopefully things get better soon. He was with friends last might Nd stoped in today after taking one home just to say hi which aS really sweet.
Now I am going to type S fast as I normally would so you can see how horrible it is on an iPod.
I ja e physics tomorrow thAT if due. &5/ts Nlab TNT I jadnto xo with a groisp since we didn't have time unclEs webjadbto do it flrrjrr of. Chat in face poon чччi wonder whY poon means this isn't as bad as I ezpd t I
fern gberrrr this is. Realty fun I sjoudl do itlre often I used to cl this s lot o history ads I probably seem like a jgrnoffofp to anyone reaongy blog hopefullytnere zed ko new resign thYmine a
s stung awY! Well this is grttkg stupid Toni sjoudl fo Nd stop doign rios... Ateadfndtkp doing it in public m na bog! Bye!
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
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I don't really have much to post about...
I didn't go to school today, because I got annoyed, and cleaned my rat cages in the middle of the night last night, and I was exhausted today.... I know, I'm a rebel.
But, Johnny was also coming over this morning, and was going to stay until I came home from school, so that was always another good reason to stay home...
So I hung out with him all day.
We went Trick or Treating on Monday. I also shaved his face, because he didn't want to look so old while trick or treating. I had a lot more fun than I should have doing that..
I was supposed to be presenting a current event in english today, but I wasn't there... I feel bad, because my class is so busy with presentations, and this is making it harder for us. I'll likely be doing it tomorrow.
I don't really have much else to say...
I didn't go to school today, because I got annoyed, and cleaned my rat cages in the middle of the night last night, and I was exhausted today.... I know, I'm a rebel.
But, Johnny was also coming over this morning, and was going to stay until I came home from school, so that was always another good reason to stay home...
So I hung out with him all day.
We went Trick or Treating on Monday. I also shaved his face, because he didn't want to look so old while trick or treating. I had a lot more fun than I should have doing that..
I was supposed to be presenting a current event in english today, but I wasn't there... I feel bad, because my class is so busy with presentations, and this is making it harder for us. I'll likely be doing it tomorrow.
I don't really have much else to say...
Friday, October 28, 2011
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I haven't posted in a few days...
Last week we got grad photos done in school.. it makes me feel thirty.. XD
I think mine make my face look really fat. But anyways, here's one of them:
It's really grainy, or whatever that word is for all the white fuzzyness, because of the scanner.
You can see my neck tendon really clearly too. XD
Anyways, next topic..
I went to a nearby college/university (it's refered to as both, so I don't know which it actually is) today to talk to a professor about my science fair project for this year. I'm using soil as bedding for rats, and then seeing if it can be put back into the environment, but since it's winter, I'm going to be using it to grow plants instead to see how it works (indoors).
Third topic..
There was a presentation in my Adv. English class yesterday about a business programme offered at the college/university I was at earlier today. It's an International Business programme, which sounds really good and interesting, and gives you 6 months work experience over the 4 years. You also move to The Netherlands for a year for it. It sounds really amazing, and something I'd be interested in. But, then there's my pets and Johnny, if I went, they couldn't go. Well, Johnny could, but he doesn't want to. So I don't know if I'm going to go. If I went Johnny and I'd have to break up, and I don't really want to do that. But I might still apply for 2013, because by then, we could be broken up, or he'd be willing to go there, or stay together while I go.
He had a girlfriend in Brazil (foreign exchange student) who he was planning on staying with until he could go there to see her, or potentially move there, and was staying with her until they could be together, even more than a year long, like not being with other girls or anything, so I think it's total bullshit, that he's refusing to even try to stay together during that year, to be honest. He was younger then, and they weren't even together for very long and she treated him like shit.
It's my life, I should do what I want.
I don't really have much else to say. I'm tired and sleeping all the time pretty much.
I'm going trick or treating with Johnny on Monday.
Last week we got grad photos done in school.. it makes me feel thirty.. XD
I think mine make my face look really fat. But anyways, here's one of them:
You can see my neck tendon really clearly too. XD
Anyways, next topic..
I went to a nearby college/university (it's refered to as both, so I don't know which it actually is) today to talk to a professor about my science fair project for this year. I'm using soil as bedding for rats, and then seeing if it can be put back into the environment, but since it's winter, I'm going to be using it to grow plants instead to see how it works (indoors).
Third topic..
There was a presentation in my Adv. English class yesterday about a business programme offered at the college/university I was at earlier today. It's an International Business programme, which sounds really good and interesting, and gives you 6 months work experience over the 4 years. You also move to The Netherlands for a year for it. It sounds really amazing, and something I'd be interested in. But, then there's my pets and Johnny, if I went, they couldn't go. Well, Johnny could, but he doesn't want to. So I don't know if I'm going to go. If I went Johnny and I'd have to break up, and I don't really want to do that. But I might still apply for 2013, because by then, we could be broken up, or he'd be willing to go there, or stay together while I go.
He had a girlfriend in Brazil (foreign exchange student) who he was planning on staying with until he could go there to see her, or potentially move there, and was staying with her until they could be together, even more than a year long, like not being with other girls or anything, so I think it's total bullshit, that he's refusing to even try to stay together during that year, to be honest. He was younger then, and they weren't even together for very long and she treated him like shit.
It's my life, I should do what I want.
I don't really have much else to say. I'm tired and sleeping all the time pretty much.
I'm going trick or treating with Johnny on Monday.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
4 hours to go..
I just laid down in bed (about 15 minutes ago now), and I was getting all comfy, and ready to fall asleep, when Johnny called.
He's at his friends house, just down the road a bit. He asked if he could come over here for the night to sleep, instead of on the floor there, and I of course said yes. So now, instead of continuing my happy adventure to dream land, I'm trying to stay up until he gets here, in about 4 hours. (Around 3am..) Haha.
I find it kind of funny... I messaged him offline on Facebook to say good night, and that if he wanted to, he could call to talk or anything. And then 5 minutes after I lay down, he calls. I had assumed he got my message, but he didn't. And now I have to stay awake. I wasn't even tired until I laid down! XD
I was at his house last night! (: So, we get to sleep together two nights in a row, which will be nice. I miss double sleepovers. This is the second since school started, and it's been two months!
Oh, and Johnny and I buried the hamster. That was the second animal he buried this week. His best friends dog passed away earlier in the week.
My mother and I are also moving out. Her and her boyfriend are seperating (finally! It's been like 3 years) we'll be out by December 1st. Hopefully it's not too hard to find a place.
I'm so tired.....
I finished reading the book Wintergirls today. I started on Thursday or Friday. It was really good. In the end, I thought she might actually die, but it's not a book my english teacher would choose for the class, so it has a happy ending.
My english teacher has us read the worst books! Like they're good quality, but so depressing. Last year it was The Kite Runner, this year it was A Fine Balance.
I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow.
I have a Math Assignment, a Physics assignment, a Physics lab, 40 queue cards with facts and proper MLA formatting for sources due on the 27th, and a 20 minute long english presentation due on the 2nd of November.
I don't know what to do to pass the time until Johnny gets here....Which is why I'm kind of rambling on now.
I'm going Trick or Treating with Johnny this year! (: I haven't gone in like 4 years, and after trying on 3 or 4 different days, I finally convinced Johnny to take me. I just have to get us both costumes. I can't eat most of the stuff I'll get, making the people around me very lucky.
I did tell him I might be asleep when he got here... I left my bedroom door unlocked, and the house door unlocked too. So he can just come in on his own..
I might go to sleep, but then I'd feel kind of bad. Though I could easily wake up around 3, because I often do unintentionally...
I don't know, but I'm going to go for now.
He's at his friends house, just down the road a bit. He asked if he could come over here for the night to sleep, instead of on the floor there, and I of course said yes. So now, instead of continuing my happy adventure to dream land, I'm trying to stay up until he gets here, in about 4 hours. (Around 3am..) Haha.
I find it kind of funny... I messaged him offline on Facebook to say good night, and that if he wanted to, he could call to talk or anything. And then 5 minutes after I lay down, he calls. I had assumed he got my message, but he didn't. And now I have to stay awake. I wasn't even tired until I laid down! XD
I was at his house last night! (: So, we get to sleep together two nights in a row, which will be nice. I miss double sleepovers. This is the second since school started, and it's been two months!
Oh, and Johnny and I buried the hamster. That was the second animal he buried this week. His best friends dog passed away earlier in the week.
My mother and I are also moving out. Her and her boyfriend are seperating (finally! It's been like 3 years) we'll be out by December 1st. Hopefully it's not too hard to find a place.
I'm so tired.....
I finished reading the book Wintergirls today. I started on Thursday or Friday. It was really good. In the end, I thought she might actually die, but it's not a book my english teacher would choose for the class, so it has a happy ending.
My english teacher has us read the worst books! Like they're good quality, but so depressing. Last year it was The Kite Runner, this year it was A Fine Balance.
I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow.
I have a Math Assignment, a Physics assignment, a Physics lab, 40 queue cards with facts and proper MLA formatting for sources due on the 27th, and a 20 minute long english presentation due on the 2nd of November.
I don't know what to do to pass the time until Johnny gets here....Which is why I'm kind of rambling on now.
I'm going Trick or Treating with Johnny this year! (: I haven't gone in like 4 years, and after trying on 3 or 4 different days, I finally convinced Johnny to take me. I just have to get us both costumes. I can't eat most of the stuff I'll get, making the people around me very lucky.
I did tell him I might be asleep when he got here... I left my bedroom door unlocked, and the house door unlocked too. So he can just come in on his own..
I might go to sleep, but then I'd feel kind of bad. Though I could easily wake up around 3, because I often do unintentionally...
I don't know, but I'm going to go for now.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
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Johnny's hamster died.
I didn't know why, so I checked online. Apparently hamsters normally live 2 - 3 years. The hamster was 2 and a half.
I had noticed she hadn't been moving all day, which is normal for her, because she's been really lazy recently. I don't know anything about hamsters, so I didn't know why. I also didn't even know their life span.
About 30 minutes ago, I thought about how she hadn't moved all day, so I went to check to see if she was alive. Before I even touched her, I could feel the coldness radiating off of her. But I still touched her, just to be sure. I didn't want her to be dead. Especially since she was in my care, and I have to tell Johnny about it in an hour when he comes on Facebook to talk. I'm going to ask him if I can call, so I can at least say it with my voice, rather than type it.
I put her in a little box, with a bunch of shavings. If I had cotton balls, I'd give her those too, because she loved cotton balls. I might get some tomorrow if I can. I want to make her a warm little bed to be buried in.
When I picked her up to be placed in the box, I checked to see how she looked. She was already stiff. Luckily, she looked exactly like she was asleep, so there's a good possibilty she passed away while sleeping and didn't suffer or anything.
She was originally Johnny's brothers hamster, and he never took care of her. There were times when we'd play with her, and she wouldn't even have food or water, so we'd give her those. We cleaned out her cage. We played with her. We picked her up. And we cared. He did none of those. And we've only been doing this the last few months, so at least the last few months of her life, she had people how cared about her.
I feel like most people wouldn't get upset over a hamster dying. Because, it's "just" a hamster, it wasn't mine, and I only knew her for a few months. But I still cared about her and liked her a lot. I wish I had known her longer.
Hopefully tomorrow Johnny and I can bury her.
I didn't know why, so I checked online. Apparently hamsters normally live 2 - 3 years. The hamster was 2 and a half.
I had noticed she hadn't been moving all day, which is normal for her, because she's been really lazy recently. I don't know anything about hamsters, so I didn't know why. I also didn't even know their life span.
About 30 minutes ago, I thought about how she hadn't moved all day, so I went to check to see if she was alive. Before I even touched her, I could feel the coldness radiating off of her. But I still touched her, just to be sure. I didn't want her to be dead. Especially since she was in my care, and I have to tell Johnny about it in an hour when he comes on Facebook to talk. I'm going to ask him if I can call, so I can at least say it with my voice, rather than type it.
I put her in a little box, with a bunch of shavings. If I had cotton balls, I'd give her those too, because she loved cotton balls. I might get some tomorrow if I can. I want to make her a warm little bed to be buried in.
When I picked her up to be placed in the box, I checked to see how she looked. She was already stiff. Luckily, she looked exactly like she was asleep, so there's a good possibilty she passed away while sleeping and didn't suffer or anything.
She was originally Johnny's brothers hamster, and he never took care of her. There were times when we'd play with her, and she wouldn't even have food or water, so we'd give her those. We cleaned out her cage. We played with her. We picked her up. And we cared. He did none of those. And we've only been doing this the last few months, so at least the last few months of her life, she had people how cared about her.
I feel like most people wouldn't get upset over a hamster dying. Because, it's "just" a hamster, it wasn't mine, and I only knew her for a few months. But I still cared about her and liked her a lot. I wish I had known her longer.
Hopefully tomorrow Johnny and I can bury her.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
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I don't have much to post today... so I don't even really know why I'm posting. Probably because I'm bored and have nothing better to do. Except English and Physics homework...
In English, we have to do two big projects. A research paper, and a current event. Last year, we did them on two different topics, but this year, we were given a wide range on the kind of topics we could choose, and we could do the same for both topics. I think I'm the only one still choosing two topics. Because I want to do the research paper on rats, but a presentation on rats wouldn't be very good, or cause a good debate. So, I'm doing PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals) as my current event. Because they are extremely debateable. I support their good things and ideas, but they have so many stupid and horrible ideas that I don't fully support them as an organization.
I wont get to talk to Johnny until around 11. He messaged me about 15 minutes ago saying he got a new game and wont be on until then. At least he messaged me to tell me. Often when this happens, he wont even tell me, and I'll spend all day waiting for him to come on.
I'm starting to get really tired, so maybe I'll take a short nap. I haven't taken one in like a week, and I usually take them every one or two days..School is exhausting.
I also can't stand any of my friends. Seriously, after school, I wont have like anything to do with them. I'll rant about them, using their initials rather than whole names.
JM: She's a total bitch. She doesn't care about anyone else. When there was an earthquake, and tsunami in Japan, she said they deserved it for hunting whales. I'm vegan, and I still dont think an entire country should have to deal with the consequences. And she always thinks she's right. ALWAYS. And if you argue against her, she gets all defensive and argues back, even when everyone tells her to shut up. She hates everyone, then says it's because they're rude to her. She's a total bitch to them for no reason, of course they'll be rude to her. And, she even puts down her friends and calls them stupid. Like if she gets a higher mark than a friend, they're automatically stupid, and she's smart and amazing. And she thinks she's better than everyone.
BW: He's not rude, or bitchy like JM is. But, he's oblivious, impossible to talk to, and interupts constantly. It's impossible to talk to him, or to talk to someone else when he's around. Or I'll ask him a question, and he will look at me, and then go about doing whatever, completely ignoring it.
VM: She's a lot like JM. She constantly whines and complains about the stupidest and smallest things. And she's a total bitch to everyone. But not her friends, at least. Like, we were on the bus one day, and before I got out of my seat, two other people passed me and got off, and she said I shouldn't have let them "cut infront of me" and then glared at them until one of them looked back, and looked like she then felt awkward. Seriously... it meant waiting like 3 extra seconds, over something so small and pointless, and she acts like a 9 year old over it. She too hates everyone, and says everyone's mean to her, but she acts like a 9 year old and complains over everything. She hates them and treats them like shit. There's one girl in my grade, who really cares about her grades, and one day last year in math, she was worrying when we were getting a test back about how she was doing, outloud to her friends, and this friend got pissed off, and after class went on about it, and mimicked her in a stupid voice. This has nothing to do with her, so she should be able to ignore it, and continue with HER life, rather than saying how much she hates this girl for worrying about her academic life to her friends.
Those are mainly my only friends in school. And my cousin, who does say lots of stupid things, give stupid ideas, zone one in the middle of me saying something, and sometimes makes it sound like she knows more about rats than me, and gives me advice, which I definately don't need. She annoys me a lot too when she does this stuff, but its'not near as often as the others, who are like that 85% of every day.
In English, we have to do two big projects. A research paper, and a current event. Last year, we did them on two different topics, but this year, we were given a wide range on the kind of topics we could choose, and we could do the same for both topics. I think I'm the only one still choosing two topics. Because I want to do the research paper on rats, but a presentation on rats wouldn't be very good, or cause a good debate. So, I'm doing PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals) as my current event. Because they are extremely debateable. I support their good things and ideas, but they have so many stupid and horrible ideas that I don't fully support them as an organization.
I wont get to talk to Johnny until around 11. He messaged me about 15 minutes ago saying he got a new game and wont be on until then. At least he messaged me to tell me. Often when this happens, he wont even tell me, and I'll spend all day waiting for him to come on.
I'm starting to get really tired, so maybe I'll take a short nap. I haven't taken one in like a week, and I usually take them every one or two days..School is exhausting.
I also can't stand any of my friends. Seriously, after school, I wont have like anything to do with them. I'll rant about them, using their initials rather than whole names.
JM: She's a total bitch. She doesn't care about anyone else. When there was an earthquake, and tsunami in Japan, she said they deserved it for hunting whales. I'm vegan, and I still dont think an entire country should have to deal with the consequences. And she always thinks she's right. ALWAYS. And if you argue against her, she gets all defensive and argues back, even when everyone tells her to shut up. She hates everyone, then says it's because they're rude to her. She's a total bitch to them for no reason, of course they'll be rude to her. And, she even puts down her friends and calls them stupid. Like if she gets a higher mark than a friend, they're automatically stupid, and she's smart and amazing. And she thinks she's better than everyone.
BW: He's not rude, or bitchy like JM is. But, he's oblivious, impossible to talk to, and interupts constantly. It's impossible to talk to him, or to talk to someone else when he's around. Or I'll ask him a question, and he will look at me, and then go about doing whatever, completely ignoring it.
VM: She's a lot like JM. She constantly whines and complains about the stupidest and smallest things. And she's a total bitch to everyone. But not her friends, at least. Like, we were on the bus one day, and before I got out of my seat, two other people passed me and got off, and she said I shouldn't have let them "cut infront of me" and then glared at them until one of them looked back, and looked like she then felt awkward. Seriously... it meant waiting like 3 extra seconds, over something so small and pointless, and she acts like a 9 year old over it. She too hates everyone, and says everyone's mean to her, but she acts like a 9 year old and complains over everything. She hates them and treats them like shit. There's one girl in my grade, who really cares about her grades, and one day last year in math, she was worrying when we were getting a test back about how she was doing, outloud to her friends, and this friend got pissed off, and after class went on about it, and mimicked her in a stupid voice. This has nothing to do with her, so she should be able to ignore it, and continue with HER life, rather than saying how much she hates this girl for worrying about her academic life to her friends.
Those are mainly my only friends in school. And my cousin, who does say lots of stupid things, give stupid ideas, zone one in the middle of me saying something, and sometimes makes it sound like she knows more about rats than me, and gives me advice, which I definately don't need. She annoys me a lot too when she does this stuff, but its'not near as often as the others, who are like that 85% of every day.
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